Not just another Sunday

EACH NIGHT AS I LAY DOWN TO SLEEP,
I PRAY, DEAR LORD
IF YOU TAKE ME TONIGHT,
WOULD ANY OF MY FAMILY WEEP?

DOES IT MATTER THAT I LOVE YOU? DOES IT MATTER THAT I CARE?

CAN YOU RELIEVE MY HEART AT ALL?
CAN YOU EVEN GIVE ME A CALL?

AS I WOKE THIS MORNING
I TRULY WONDERED IF TODAY WOULD BE DIFFERENT
WOULD STEVE OR TOM, OR EVEN MOM
THINK OF ME TODAY, WANT TO HEAR THEIR DAUGHTER
OR SISTER?

YOU KNOW FAMILY........YOU WIN.

I DO CARE. I DO WANT.
DOES IT MATTER?
NOW IT IS UP TO YOU
WILL YOU SHOW ME THAT I MATTER?

I KNOW YOU DON'T CARE OF THE TEARS
I SAVE THEM FOR THE TIMES I AM NOT NEAR
BUT BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY
THEY ARE SOMETHING I CAN'T KEEP AT BAY

DOES IT MATTER AT ALL
THAT IN MY HEART
I CARE FOR YOU ALL

JUST MY PERSONAL SUNDAY MORNING THOUGHTS
I HOPE YOU GIVE IT SOME REASONABLE THOUGHT


I WOULD TAKE IT IF I COULD
TO MAKE THE CLOCK GO BACK
TO A DAY WHEN IT WOULD
MATTER TO YOU IF I CAME BY
JUST TO SAY I LOVE YA, & HI