THE BEST BIG NEWS!!!

WOW...I AM GOING TO BE A GRANDMOTHER!! JAIME & ERIC SURPRISED ME TOTALLY WITH THIS NEWS 2 DAYS AGO,(APRIL 26), AND I DON'T THINK I HAVE THOUGHT OF MUCH ELSE!!! SO HARD FOR ME TO REALIZE MY BABY IS GOING TO REALLY BE A FATHER HIMSELF. NOW COMES THE TIMES AGAIN, WHEN YOU WONDER IF YOU TAUGHT HIM WELL ENOUGH TO BE A PARENT ALSO. BUT, TOO LATE NOW, AND CAN ONLY PRAY THAT IT WILL BE THE BEST THING EVER BESIDES JAIME. THEY ARE AN AWESOME COUPLE, YOU SEE THE LOVE FOR EACH OTHER FROM THEM BOTH.

JAIME BROUGHT HOME THE FIRST SONOGRAM OF THEIR CHILD. IT IS JUST A TINY 4MM BLOB..LOL..ONLY WAY I CAN SAY IT. BUT, SOMEHOW....MY HEART IS NOW THIS TINY BEING'S. I HAVE GIVEN IT UP TO THIS CHILD AS I DID WHEN I WAS PREGNANT 31 YRS. AGO. HOW DO I DESCRIBE THIS LOVE? IT IS JUST INTENSE!! ALREADY YOU ARE SO LOVED BY US ALL. YESTERDAY, ALTHOUGH I PROMISED I WOULDN''T BUY ANYTHING YET, I DID LOOK! I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR A WHILE, BUT USUALLY WITH COLTON OR SOMEONE OTHER THAN FAMILY WHO IS HAVING A BABY. COLTON IS GOING TO BE SO FAR & I SO WANTED HIM & ERIC'S CHILD TO GROW UP CLOSE. MAYBE THAT WILL HAPPEN SOMEDAY. I KNEW THE MOMENT I HELD COLTON HE WAS MY SPECIAL BABY, TOO....HE HAS MY HEART AND SOUL, JUST AS THIS ONE HAS.

I ASKED THE OTHER NIGHT WAS IT POSSIBLE TO ALREADY LOVE SO DEEPLY, AND MANY GRANDMOTHERS ALREADY WROTE ME BACK, ALL SAYING THAT YES, IT IS MOST POSSIBLE. I DO LOVE THIS BABY, AND IT CAN'T GET HERE SOON ENOUGH!!! WHAT A WONDERFUL NEW LIFE WE ARE ALL GOING TO HAVE.

MY PRAYER IS TO ERIC & JAIME. AT TIMES IT WILL BE ROUGH. BEING SO TIRED, WORRYING WHEN IT IS SICK. OTHER WORRIES THAT COME. BUT YOU WOULDN'T CHANGE IT. ONCE YOU LAY EYES ON THS NEW LIFE, YOUR LIFE BECOMES THEIRS. FOR JAY....IT WILL PROBABLY BE ON FIRST MOVEMENT. I KNOW YOU BOTH ARE WONDERFUL PEOPLE, AND YOU SHOW YOUR LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY TO YOURSELVES, AND TO OTHERS. I DONT' FOR A SECOND DOUBT THE LOVE YOU WILL HAVE FOR YOUR BABY. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEW MEMORY MAKING MOMENTS THAT ARE TO COME, AND I THANK YOU FOR THIS NEW ADVENTURE IN MY LIFE.

WOW!!